Maybe.

Maybe we’re not supposed to be happy.
Maybe we’re also not supposed to be sad.
Maybe we’re still looking who really we are?
Maybe we’re just being a simple human being.
Maybe we were trying hard to be a better person.
But at some point, we think that we are great.
Maybe we just suppose to accept who we are.
Maybe we’re thankful for things we know and we have.
Maybe we’re thankful for the thing that we’ll never know and we didn’t know.
Maybe without history made our lives mean nothing.
But sometimes it’s hard not to be haunted by histories. Maybe we have to choose either do we fall back on what we know? Or do we step forward to something new?
Or Maybe we’re didn’t know how to choose.
Maybe we’re in denial.
Deny that we’re okay.
Deny that we’re scared.
Deny that our lives weren’t great.
Or maybe we deny we’re in denial.
Maybe we lie so much to ourselves that after a while,
maybe the lies start to seem like the truth. And then from that moment, maybe we can’t recognize the truth.
Maybe it can teach us lessons what to avoid in future.
Maybe avoiding from what’s going to happen can made things right.
Maybe there is a truth that we didn’t know.
Maybe there is something unexpected will come.
Maybe we just wait and see.
And maybe hopefully everything is gonna be okay. -23rd May 2007-