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seems like lately im not being myself at all.byk sgt bende happend sampai rase tatau nk bwt ape.haf you ever feel like dat?have your ever feel like u had someone in your life but act in reality you havent. sometimes rase mcm tu. i know some for some reason it happened but isit fair enuf?treating me camtu.i asked myself back.wat act im doing?betul ke ape aku bwt?i even dunno the answer.
sometimes rase u didnt haf anyone to rely on act.

lately all the people dat i loved,cared so much,everyone is avoiding me..ignoring me.mcm aku takde je depan mate.does they know how i feel?i felt lost.sgt sgt.who am i to them?even i think i just had a mental fight wif my sys.sedeh terase marah sume ade tp aku je yg tau how it feel. i know im not a good person to them.mybe evrything dat i did was not right.evn i tried mybest to give everything i had.to make sure dirg happy.feel like awkward gile duk umah.dahlaa afta tis mmg akan duk umah je..myb ill get physco tak lame..

do people change so cepat?supposedly i must realize on dat awl2.arghh..penat.seriously penat.penat evrything yang happened.i know im da person who always simpan2 je if anything happen.i dont know to let it out.apsal eh?i tried mybest nk let it out sume dlm kepale ni to icant.tatau laa..when it come to nk citer to anyone suddenly feel like ape yg nk ckp?seee~mybe im da type yg tak reti nk marah or mengadu or anything laa..*sigh..ntah ape aku melalut dahh..i hate myself rite now.but as a human,mmg ade limits kan?so i just scared that if i go beyond da limits,bende2 yg aku tak suke will jadi..ntahlaa...dah tatau wat to do make myself tenang.
everynite im keep on thinking sampai kadang2 heartbeat laju suddenly.padahal pk ape ntah..byk sgt.dah tak terlarat...
hopefully evrything dat i feel will end soon.cepatlaa..xmampu nk bertahan lg.i tried mybest to be okay.

when the aura study never come.

its 2:01 am in the morning.supposedly kene study maa..paper tis saturday and sunday.tak bleh blahnye on weekend tu.isk isk..but wat i did is nyusun pics in mylaptop.almost sejam jugak lahh..haha..seriously,teringat all the old days memories..tringat laa kembali sume2 tu..wat i like its dat the memories remains.if you observed balek,all the pics sed somthing diff.even all the faces pun lain dah..people can changed aite?hehe..

suddenly,tis came up.tak lupe,iallah tis is my last semester of study..*but mcm fyp tak abes lg.haha.at tis moment,i wanna cherish the last best moment dat i will haf.seriously sedeh bile pk nk abes blaja.afta tis you face a new life pulak.working enviroment.*kalo laa dah keje..tp tak sebest the moments mase blaja..where u haf group of frens.share the best moments wif others.do silly2 things.
wahhh...sedehnye,bile pk balek..since masuk uniten,almost 4years.a lots of things dat ive been tru.learn from the mistakes.it teach you how to be someone.dats im stil trying to do.*sigh.
watever tings yg happen pun, hopefully wat i haf rite now,iallah will remains till the end.

the friendship i haf.myphycs.mybeloved family who always there.thankyou abah&mama. mylove,for believing in me.fighterzs,who teach me a meaning of life.mymates,sa,pey&others who go tru life wif me,the stupid silly things dat we haf done.hehs and all the people who cheerup mylife.give me the smile on myface.the unforgettable moments and the experiences dat we haf been tru together.im thankful to haf u guys in mylife.
sayang all of you.