tentang bintang.by kangen

i never hear the song before..but i like the lyrics.so meaningful..maybe~
STAR..i love stars..
yesterday all those question dat ive been wondering answered aldy.he did give me realized one thing.hurm.."anything,just keep it to ourself,no one knows the future,no one know what they want"..~

Emotionally hungry..*grrr

im hungry.lately always hungry..seriously lape je memanjang.another 30mis left nk pg lunch..aduhh!!
neway late is been a hard time for me.on the 26th june,missed peterpan's show case at ruums..sayang sekali xpg.:s nvmd mybe ade hikmah.tis time dirg kuar new album 'Hari Yang Cerah'.lagu best.mcm biase.no more lovey dovey song,now matured song dah..seem like aku tgh ngoknek camni..tis song give a lots of wonderful meaning.layan~seriously.gonna love tis song alot.

Di Balik Awan-Peterpan
ku tak slalu berdiri.terkadanghidup memilukan.jalan yang kulalui.untuk sekedar bercerita
pegang tanganku ini.dan rasakan yang ku derita.apa yang kuberikan.tak pernah jadi kehidupan
semua yang kuinginkan.menjauh dari kehidupan
*tempatku melihat,dibalik awan,aku melihat,dibalik hujan
tempatku terdiam,tempat bertahan,aku terdiam,dibalik hujan*
pegang tanganku ini.dan rasakan yang kuderita.genggam tanganku ini.genggam perihnya kehidupan
apa yang kuberikan.tak pernah jadi kehidupan.semua yang kuinginkan.menjauh dari kehidupan

.that people.

People come and go. It always happened. Not once but maybe twice or more. Sometimes they brought you happiness, joy but sometimes they brought us pain, hurt. When it comes to happiness and joy, everyone felt alive when there’s someone who brightens up your life and always be there no matter what will happened. But when people fade away from your life, feel so miserable, lonely, there’s no one beside you, there’s no one you wanted to talk to. Then feel like you wanted to disappear. All those feeling sad, disappointed, hurt, pain, fooled, angry mixed up. People that we taught that we cared, loved suddenly fade away. Because that people think they have to, to make things clear, to make things right. But then that people never think about what they did before which will make others suffer and in lot of pain. Selfishness. Egotism. Maybe that people believe that what they have is what they want and so that what they got. So, that people might no need to understand other’s people feeling anymore. Maybe the end, its better that people never came so that other’s people never hurt.

I’m Exhausted. I’m ended things.

Menghapus Jejakmu-Peterpan

Terus melangkah melupakanmu.

Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu.

Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu.

Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan.

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu.

Kucoba untuk terus menjauh.

Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu.

Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu.

Engkau bukanlah segalaku.

Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku.

Usai sudah semua berlalu.

Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu.

Terus melangkah melupakanmu.

Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu.

Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu.

Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan.

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu.

Kucoba untuk terus menjauh.

Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu.

Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu.

Last weekend, having a oracle course from 9-5pm.then in da middle of class, lunch time la, wen to gaput’s hse, abgnya kawin. He’s totally diff. sihat alhamdulliah. Good fr him.then malam, having a great time of joey n mamai n some of them.on sat, having a bbq at joey’s hse.haha siap tlg mama joey lagi..full hse uhh wif her sys punye frens. Joeys fren just us,mamai joey hood kamel mamud nik epel and me. Then on the Sunday, we went to ina’s wedding. She sgt cantek.dah kawin pun. Next time mybe ieja pulak..~hehs~

Lately.. *sigh having a hard time kut..ntahlah act xnak pk pun bende yg dah jadi..nk nyesal,I dun think so. Its better membzkan diri then thinking bout those thing dat I dun think won’t happen. Missed Hakimi..sgt! I think nk amik cuti then balek kuantan. We’ll see how.
So, menghapus jejakmu.dats wat I stand for. Hopefully I will be get better to go tru all tis thing.tired. Really really tired alrdy.enuf.tis time. Time heals all hurt.Time to stand up. Time to grow up. Time to let go. It’s the time to be a better person. iAllah.

Maybe.

Maybe we’re not supposed to be happy.
Maybe we’re also not supposed to be sad.
Maybe we’re still looking who really we are?
Maybe we’re just being a simple human being.
Maybe we were trying hard to be a better person.
But at some point, we think that we are great.
Maybe we just suppose to accept who we are.
Maybe we’re thankful for things we know and we have.
Maybe we’re thankful for the thing that we’ll never know and we didn’t know.
Maybe without history made our lives mean nothing.
But sometimes it’s hard not to be haunted by histories. Maybe we have to choose either do we fall back on what we know? Or do we step forward to something new?
Or Maybe we’re didn’t know how to choose.
Maybe we’re in denial.
Deny that we’re okay.
Deny that we’re scared.
Deny that our lives weren’t great.
Or maybe we deny we’re in denial.
Maybe we lie so much to ourselves that after a while,
maybe the lies start to seem like the truth. And then from that moment, maybe we can’t recognize the truth.
Maybe it can teach us lessons what to avoid in future.
Maybe avoiding from what’s going to happen can made things right.
Maybe there is a truth that we didn’t know.
Maybe there is something unexpected will come.
Maybe we just wait and see.
And maybe hopefully everything is gonna be okay. -23rd May 2007-